Do you ever feel like where you are right now is not the place you know you should be??
Your life is a puzzle and you can't find that last piece that completes the picture. You know what it is but you still can't quite find it. You always put the corners in first, then the edges and work towards the middle until you stand back and look at your masterpiece. The corners and edges are the makings of your personality and the foundations of who you are. The bits in the middle make me smile to myself.
Out last night, I bumped into someone I met a while ago. He is lovely but hangs around with idiots and is thus branded one. He told me that I looked like a little stunner and that if there was a smell that a princess had, it would be the perfume I was wearing. How very sweet. Last night was the 3rd day in a row I have been out, and tonight and tomorrow night will make it 5 days in a row. I guess it is addictive, but its always the same old faces and places.
Tonight brings a different town so different desperardo's hanging on your every flirt. argh. Having a pretty face has its down sides. For instance last night I had this idiot dancing really close and I had just had enough of him. I turned around and pointed my finger in his chest telling him to back off. He got mouthy so me and my girlies walked the length of the dance floor dodging in and out of the hips wiggling around us. He persisted to follow and slapped my arse. Something in me switched and I got in his face and told him to back off. At this point the doorman appeared watching me with his beady eye. So I went up to him and told him that I wasn't going to stand around while he felt me up. I looked up at him and realized it was one of the boys, he recognized me and persisted to give this idiot a warning. Idiot did a repeat performance and said doorman threw him out.
Downside.... Idiot Perverts.
Plus side.... knowing enough doorman to feel protected !!
Knowledge seems to be power. Today brought freezing cold adventures with 3 beautiful children complete with runny noses and rosy cheeks. Loved every minute and although nervous about jumping in at the deep end.... completely cannot wait to start the new chapter. Christmas sparkle and fairy wishes are around the corner and although this christmas will feel strange without him, it is a new experience and a challenge I am facing head on.... as I always do.
He is stuck with his ex at the moment, caught up in her bunny boiler ways!! His best friend is now with her and it is doing his head in. I tried to tell him that it was old news and that if his ex wanted someone else and it being his best friend then she was not worth anything in the first place. His mate M is only doing it to spite him because he wishes that he had the power and popularity that F does. If M wants his seconds, he is welcome to it. I guess there are a lot of people that know F and respect him and so M is doing himself no favours by being the silly idiot he is being. The girl will only turn round and dump M after "revenge" doesn't have the desired effect on F. F has had an upgrade anyway, what is he bothered about??!!! Knowing F the way I do... I just giggle at him.
That's enough confusing conversation in code for now ! ! !
